Note to Hard2tel

Hi,

First of all, having the same friends as a year ago is obv very good. It means they like you 2 and think it is nice to hang out with you. So you are obviously doing something right ( and I take it you actually like them )

I also think it is very good to waste a year. At your age it is very imporatant you are gonna make a decision what you are gonna do for a big part of your life and be very commited about it.So take your time , things will fall into place.
I also think some sports ( gyme......etc ) might do you very good for lots of reasons. Confidence,diet meeting new people but just an overall feeling good about yourself

I myself had 2 years where I did not know what to do with the rest of my life because nothing had me interested back then. I worked some odd jobs and went to the gym. I was a very skinny lad and after one year of gym I was quite muscled. Today still I am very glad I took those 2 years and wandered about. Having good friends will help you get thru these times and will provide you with nice youth-memories which will last forever.

Pokerwise I can see the dillema you are at. You are an awesome MTT player though and results will come but the variance is just huge in this part of the game.

In short; Just enjoy life at the moment and be thankfull you can live like you do.

Father Tommy.

thx tommy. that cheered me up a bit.

My problem isnt really my friends obv its the fact that im not creating new ones...or even meeting new people. It would also be nice to have a girlfriend sometime..(sry annette but this thing really isnt working out )

And i am pretty sure i had this same exact post 1 year ago where i said how i wanted to get in shape...and make $xxxxxx and move up limits etc etc during the next year. This is what really bothers me, my lack of accomplishments. Yea i won some tourneys and stuff but right now im only about $20k richer than i was 1 year ago ($10k in the bank $10k more online)....and i still dont have the bankroll for the stuff im playing. Which causes me more fucking stress than i thought was possible.

Feeling good about myself and having confidence would be sweet right now...

You aim high if you really want to accomplish all that. But i do believe aiming really high and finishing 3/4 (or even 1/2) of the way you still made a great accomplishment.

Ít's bs to say at least 1 6 figure score... they're donkaments remember... luck is involved.
so i would scrap that and say something along the lines, play as good as possible on every occasion. (don't be in the "1st prize is only 6k" mindset ever)

Picking up cooking is nice (i picked it up this year) and when you prepare your friends, g/f or parents a nice meal this will make you feel good.

gl

w2g