Thursday. I got raped hard today but didnt lose as much as I felt. Here are some remarkable hands:
Full Tilt Poker
No Limit Holdem Ring game
Blinds: $0.50/$1
9 players
Stack sizes:
UTG: $50.85
UTG+1: $93.75
MP1: $99
MP2: $105.90
MP3: $100
CO: $152
Button: $206.05
AlexMR: $130.45
BB: $52.30
Pre-flop: (9 players) AlexMR is SB with


UTG folds, UTG+1 raises to $2, 2 folds, MP3 raises to $5, 2 folds, AlexMR calls, BB folds, UTG+1 raises to $10, MP3 calls, AlexMR calls.
Flop:



AlexMR checks, UTG+1 checks, MP3 bets $12, AlexMR raises to $30, UTG+1 raises all-in $85.75, MP3 folds, AlexMR calls.
Turn:

River:

Results:
Final pot: $214.5
AlexMR showed 8c 8s
UTG+1 showed Kc Ah
Here is another one:
Full Tilt Poker
No Limit Holdem Ring game
Blinds: $0.50/$1
9 players
Stack sizes:
UTG: $122
UTG+1: $45.40
MP1: $16.40
MP2: $74.90
MP3: $35.45
CO: $107.65
Button: $98.50
AlexMR: $93.50
BB: $79.90
Pre-flop: (9 players) AlexMR is SB with


4 folds, MP3 calls, CO folds, Button calls, AlexMR calls, BB checks.
Flop:



AlexMR checks, BB checks, MP3 checks, Button checks.
Turn:

AlexMR bets $3, BB raises to $8, 2 folds, AlexMR raises to $54, BB calls.
River:

AlexMR bets $28, BB calls all-in $27.9.
Uncalled bets: $0.1 returned to AlexMR.
Results:
Final pot: $167.8
BB showed 9s Ah
AlexMR showed 8h 7h
On this particalr hand I knew he had hit two pair and was going to raise all in but the time was almost up and I use the scroll and that was what I could raise. When I saw the A hit I just pushed out of frustration but I knew i was beat to A full of something.
I lost $209 on the tables and cleared $90 in bonuses for a total -$109 for the day. MEH.
Friday.
Today was much better:
Hand 1.
Full Tilt Poker
No Limit Holdem Ring game
Blinds: $0.50/$1
8 players
Stack sizes:
UTG: $128.10
UTG+1: $66
MP1: $79.85
MP2: $61.15
AlexMR: $98
Button: $153.75
SB: $97.50
BB: $192.50
Pre-flop: (8 players) AlexMR is CO with


3 folds, MP2 raises to $3, AlexMR calls, Button folds, SB calls, BB calls.
Flop:



SB checks, BB checks, MP2 bets $7, AlexMR raises to $21, 2 folds, MP2 raises all-in $58.15, AlexMR calls.
Turn:

River:

Results:
Final pot: $128.3
AlexMR showed 4d 4s
MP2 showed Jd Jh
Hand 2
Snow Day 10474911-17504 Holdem No Limit $0.50/$1
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Hand Start.
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 1 : adgroomo has $88
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 2 : wjss006 has $25.79
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 3 : Padster has $129.12
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 4 : CUFC has $100.75
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 5 : VegasT has $100
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 6 : mamabear73 has $105.88
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 7 : AlexMR has $124.50
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 8 : heim has $54.50
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Seat 9 : Johannesson has $179.12
[Aug 18 19:39:32] : Johannesson is the dealer.
[Aug 18 19:39:33] : adgroomo posted small blind.
[Aug 18 19:39:33] : wjss006 posted big blind.
[Aug 18 19:39:33] : Game [17504] started with 9 players.
[Aug 18 19:39:33] : Dealing Hole Cards.
[Aug 18 19:39:33] : Seat 7 : AlexMR has 2c 2h
[Aug 18 19:39:36] : Padster folded.
[Aug 18 19:39:38] : CUFC folded.
[Aug 18 19:39:41] : VegasT folded.
[Aug 18 19:39:43] : mamabear73 called $1
[Aug 18 19:39:43] : AlexMR called $1
[Aug 18 19:39:43] : heim folded.
[Aug 18 19:39:44] : Johannesson folded.
[Aug 18 19:39:47] : adgroomo called $0.50
[Aug 18 19:39:49] : wjss006 checked.
[Aug 18 19:39:49] : Dealing flop.
[Aug 18 19:39:49] : Board cards [6s 5h 2s]
[Aug 18 19:39:53] : adgroomo checked.
[Aug 18 19:39:54] : wjss006 checked.
[Aug 18 19:39:59] : mamabear73 checked.
[Aug 18 19:40:03] : AlexMR bet $4
[Aug 18 19:40:11] : adgroomo folded.
[Aug 18 19:40:12] : wjss006 folded.
[Aug 18 19:40:14] : mamabear73 called $4
[Aug 18 19:40:14] : Dealing turn.
[Aug 18 19:40:14] : Board cards [6s 5h 2s Td]
[Aug 18 19:40:16] : mamabear73 checked.
[Aug 18 19:40:26] : AlexMR bet $8
[Aug 18 19:40:29] : mamabear73 called $8 and raised $8
[Aug 18 19:40:34] : AlexMR called $8 and raised $103.50 and is All-in
[Aug 18 19:40:35] : mamabear73 called $84.88 and is All-in
[Aug 18 19:40:37] : Showdown!
[Aug 18 19:40:37] : Seat 7 : AlexMR has 2c 2h
[Aug 18 19:40:38] : Seat 6 : mamabear73 has 6c 6h
[Aug 18 19:40:38] : Seat 7 : AlexMR has 2c 2h
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : Board cards [6s 5h 2s Td Tc]
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : Seat 7 : AlexMR has 2c 2h
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : AlexMR has Full House : 2s full of 10s
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : Seat 6 : mamabear73 has 6c 6h
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : mamabear73 has Full House : 6s full of 10s
[Aug 18 19:40:43] : mamabear73 wins $210.76 with Full House : 6s full of 10s
[Aug 18 19:40:53] : Hand is over.
Even like this, I managed to pull out a solid win of $241 + $82 in bonus cleared.
I was commenting about poker in general with a friend and we talked about this journal. I gave him the link to here and I told him to expect a bad beat story nonstop and how I wanted to change that. I wanted to stop posting BBs but if there is something SADLY remarkable at my game now, is the fact that i AM JUST GETTING BEAT AFTER BEAT. I cant deny it or cant simply ignore it.Tis is what I am getting and it would be good to have it documented for future referencesand even deep analysis. This bad side of variance has been around for way too much time, and i love when people say it is impossible for someone to run bad for that long. I know I am losing when I am favorite more than 90% to win way too often. Statistically, the numbers are not "correct" for me. Still, Iam winning at a very slow pace ina huge sample but I know I am in the right path to get better and eventually the cards will do better forme.
Time Played: 4.5 Hours.
Tables: 9-10
Amount Won: $241.
Bonus: $82.