Sunday january 14th.
I am not posting much because I was worrying too much with the results. Now, I am trying not to think of the results but i keep doing it. So far, I have played about 25K hands and have taken several free days from poker in this months. Everything is in place for a 50K+ hands month, which is tite because I need it in order to make some money, since I suck so much and all that.
Well, I have been losing for the past three days and as you all know it is not fun. In the past 6K hands I have been a little card dead, and findmyself pushing overpairs and marginal situations. Since I am playing tribeca a very good deal ofthe tims I have the best hands but lose over and over. Anyways, I am still running at 2.8+ptbb/100 in this month.
I have been tryin to find those 3ptbb/100 I need to get to 6ptbb/100 and I know where they are. Every time I am running cold for 2K hands periods I get in trouble. I am semitilting. I say semi because it's not total tilt, like the one you are calling obvious valuebets with the worse, but the ones you push you overpairs when you know you have to slow down or even fold. I honestly dont know if i should be looking for higher winrates with high pairs, because my WR with them is actually high. 5.8ptbb/hand with AA, 3.9ptbb/100 with KK and 2.9ptbb/100 with QQ.
Today I had QQ vs. KK twice and got set over seted. In total I lost 129, that cant really be considered 2.5buy ins because some of it was lost in tribeca playing with 200BB stacks. In the past tthree days I have lost $320. I am sure I will get it or most of it before I clear the last 10K point of my tribeca bonus. Those guys are simply awful.
Here is a graph ofmy month so far. EVen at 2.8ptbb/100 have made a little more than $1300 dollars, which is also tite. The graph shows 2.7ptbb/100 sut there is about 2.2K hands and 100+ i made while playng on beca without checking the "store HHs.." thing.
WOW. Looking at this graph I realized I am break even for the past 13K hands.
. That is why I hate this journal, it remindsme how much i suck.
See u in like 2 weeks probably...
PS.: While posting here I decided to check how much I ve lost in the ast three days and it s been exactly 5buy ins. Somethings are not shown in the graph because i have been playng in bodog and a couple times in my sister's computer.