i am currently losing $3k on nl400 today... i cant do shit about it...

EDIT:

i stopped... this was the last hand today.. down $3365 for the day on nl400... this sucks big time..

***** Pacific Hand History for Game 164732847 *****
$2/$4 Blinds No Limit Hold'em - *** 05 10 20:15:09 2008
Table Carlos Torano Exodus Silver (Real Money)
Seat 2 is the button
Total number of players : 6
Seat 10: bolhvar ( $436.2 )
Seat 2: jn1998 ( $262.3 )
Seat 3: Monaez ( $396 )
Seat 5: rilatan ( $838.8 )
Seat 7: SRMATHAI ( $802.9 )
Seat 9: mol84 ( $522.4 )
Monaez posts small blind [$2].
rilatan posts big blind [$4].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to bolhvar [ Ks Qh ]
SRMATHAI folds.
mol84 folds.
bolhvar raises [$12].
jn1998 calls [$12].
Monaez calls [$10].
rilatan folds.
** Dealing Flop ** [ Qs, 2s, 4s ]
Monaez checks.
bolhvar bets [$32].
jn1998 folds.
Monaez raises [$103].
bolhvar raises [$392.2].
Monaez calls [$281].
** Dealing Turn ** [ 6s ]
** Dealing River ** [ 2c ]
** Summary **
bolhvar shows [ Ks Qh ].
Monaez shows [ 4d 4c ].
Monaez collected [$804].
bolhvar collected [$40.2].

EDIT2:



and i still hate

yeah... i am playing that much, and I honestly hope i can play more then that as well.. when you disect how much i actually play, on average, it's not more then 3.5 hours a day but every day...

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i am still investing money in that fund (some of you might actually know what i am talking about) and I am happy to say that so far I have invested 4000€ (~$6000) and the worth is currently 4050€ which is great because there's a 5% front-end fee which means the fund growth covered for that already and als made me a small amount.. i bought the first shares on 20.02.2008 for 1000€ and now I am making 1 or 2 deposits of 500€ each month.. the share price is still 3€ bellow what it was at it's high point..

something funny I came across today:

[x] Croatian humor

dup

Hey SC! Nice to see you're still around and lurking, always nice to "watch" your posts..

I am now playing 6 tables since Pacific now allows for 6 tables to be open all at once so your estimate is quite correct.

Thanks for the nice wishes mate!

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Got back yesterday evening from rafting.. can't really say much other then it was pretty awesome experience and everything was very well organized and people were great. Una river is beatiful and the part where you go in the raft is a national park and it looks amazing, especially when you are in a canyon.. Since we had suites to protect us from the cold river I took a swim a couple of times and only my hands and my face got really cold after some time, but it's soooo amazing to swim in it it's beyond words. Also, all the way where we rafted Una is completely drinkable so I just leaned over the raft and drank when I was thirsty.. Pretty amazing, it's so clear and clean, and beautiful... Great experience and I loved it..

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I realized today that a guy I paid to for my shoes on eBay is no longer a registered member there so now I am in small panic mode on wheather I will get my shoes.. He was a filthy mexican at that , no doubt MK's cousin of sorts.. . meh, I'll wait it out and if I don't get them I'll report it to eBay and hope to get some refund...

I played 700 hands so far today and it went well again with > $1/hand which is nice.. This month would have been like my double the result best pump over the rim behind the back dunk best so far had I not came crashing with variance on NL400 in that short time-span.. The more I think about that crash and burn the more it feels like rigged... I mean, look at the slope above, it looks like I didn't win one hand there.. meh..

gogogo me

I guess that's it then... gg btp

Rigged OBV

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I just HATE Omaha and my Fucking life Also I wanna RAPE that fucking Biatch called Variance so bad Now Im the Bad Man

Your not the only one that runs bad when taking shots
Just played the first time this month becaus I stopped because of the sick downswing Played 115 Hands and had to stop again after 2 Buyin down

First was up 8 Buyin at 1000 Hands at PLO100 and won 5 Buyin in 200 Hands and now I lost 10 Buyins back after another 1500 hands
Now I have to step down to PLO50 the 2nd time

Do you get how the MORON can put nearly 80BB in with 1 pair at OMAHA and manages to suckout with this crap after playing so fucking HORRIBLE bad?!?
I only can think of RIGGED or totally a BRAINDEAD villian
This HURTS MOST,that I have to move down after getting slaughtered from some SERIOUS ASSHOLES that DON'T SEEM TO KNOW how to PLAY,but to WIN

Unreal that this has to happen after I dropped 8 Buyins in under 2000 Hands due to Beats ,Bad Play and some serious TILT
Just wanna kill myself when I think about my Poker career
What do you recommend Red? How do I get the FUCKING MORONS to pay for their HORRIBLE PLAYS??? Everytime I decide to grind 500 Hands after taking a nice break of at least 2 Weeks I get killed for 2 Buyin in 100 Hands and have to quit due to Serious TILT The first hand was the Ending of my PLO100 shots,because my Emotional Bankroll can't stand another 5 Buyins loss in 200 Hands and this fuggin SHITZ DON'T STOP It's fucking unreal,I swing like hell since the last 50K hands because of running SUPERHOT OR ICECOLD Its such a Sicklife Rollercoaster

And sorry that I have to bitch in your Journal


POKERSTARS GAME #17565569859: OMAHA POT LIMIT ($0.50/$1.00) - 2008/05/20 - 12:42:47 (ET)
Table 'Halaesus V' 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: plznomore ($63.25 in chips)
Seat 2: NCPC_VeeKay ($51.45 in chips)
Seat 3: hciruz ($95 in chips)
Seat 4: cjwren45 ($102.30 in chips)
Seat 5: iamnotkit ($221.30 in chips)
Seat 6: SCFanatiker ($98.50 in chips)
NCPC_VeeKay: posts small blind $0.50
hciruz: posts big blind $1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to SCFanatiker
cjwren45: raises $2 to $3
iamnotkit: folds
SCFanatiker: calls $3
plznomore: calls $3
NCPC_VeeKay: raises $13 to $16
hciruz: folds
cjwren45: calls $13
SCFanatiker: calls $13
plznomore: folds
*** FLOP ***
NCPC_VeeKay: bets $35.45 and is all-in
cjwren45: raises $35.45 to $70.90
SCFanatiker: raises $11.60 to $82.50 and is all-in
cjwren45: calls $11.60
*** TURN ***
*** RIVER ***
*** SHOW DOWN ***
cjwren45: shows (three of a kind, Fours)
SCFanatiker: mucks hand
cjwren45 collected $94.10 from side pot
NCPC_VeeKay: mucks hand
cjwren45 collected $155.35 from main pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $252.45 Main pot $155.35. Side pot $94.10. | Rake $3
Board
Seat 1: plznomore (button) folded before Flop
Seat 2: NCPC_VeeKay (small blind) mucked [Ks Kh 5s 6h]
Seat 3: hciruz (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: cjwren45 showed and won ($249.45) with three of a kind, Fours
Seat 5: iamnotkit folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: SCFanatiker mucked


I even can´t win with a Runner Runner Flush

POKERSTARS GAME #17565496973: OMAHA POT LIMIT ($0.50/$1.00) - 2008/05/20 - 12:38:43 (ET)
Table 'Schwall' 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: SCFanatiker ($133.90 in chips)
Seat 2: chiphunt dk ($23 in chips)
Seat 3: severine ($48 in chips)
Seat 5: LFmagic ($24 in chips)
Seat 6: sucramp ($42.20 in chips)
chiphunt dk: posts small blind $0.50
severine: posts big blind $1
AdenDean: sits out
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to SCFanatiker
LFmagic: calls $1
sucramp: raises $1 to $2
SCFanatiker: raises $4 to $6
chiphunt dk: folds
severine: calls $5
LFmagic: calls $5
sucramp: folds
*** FLOP ***
severine: checks
LFmagic: checks
SCFanatiker: bets $19.50
severine: folds
LFmagic: calls $18 and is all-in
Uncalled bet ($1.50) returned to SCFanatiker
*** TURN ***
*** RIVER ***
*** SHOW DOWN ***
LFmagic: shows (a straight flush, Deuce to Six)
SCFanatiker: mucks hand
LFmagic collected $54.50 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $56.50 | Rake $2
Board [5s 3h Jc 3s 2s]
Seat 1: SCFanatiker (button) mucked
Seat 2: chiphunt dk (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 3: severine (big blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 5: LFmagic showed and won ($54.50) with a straight flush, Deuce to Six
Seat 6: sucramp folded before Flop


Sucide or move down to PLO50 fuggin cents ?