Well after getting smoked in the main event today I figured "I'll just get my money back in the cash games, I haven't lost in these in forever."

All good things must come to an end. Here are some of the hands that cost me a billion dollars.





Then I was playing this guy HU and really working him. Then the two following hands back to back:




He quit immediately after that hand.



Great start to the month. Down $3600 one day into it. Wooo.

Please leave my journal and never come back.

Well I'm officially scared. I pulled all my money out of pokerstars and spent all my remaining FPPs on amazon.com gift certificates (I was saving for a nice lil TV but I'd rather get $600 of gift certificates than have me wake up tommorow and pokerstars is extinct).

I wish I didn't lose like $3500 today, otherwise I'd feel pretty good about my situation as I enter the next phase of history (henceforth referred to as A.I. (after internetpoker).

I guess I'll just get myself all ready for the move wednesday and try to relax while the dust settles and see what's happening before making any new moves.

I may see a Turning Stone trip in the not so distant future for myself.

I honestly don't even know what I'm gonna do if this really is the end. I still have a while to wait till I can play a lot of live poker. Even then, internet poker has significantly less expenses, and I can get in probably 20x (no exaggeration) the amount of hands in the same time period. Perhaps I will learn to become an actually successful sports bettor and combine that with a healthy amount of live play. That is something I can totally see myself really enjoying, but shit it looks like a lot of hard work.

I don't know. I just don't know.