Another Quick Update, havent been playing much online at all. I played some live lastnight for about 2 hours... played 1/2 and left up 250. Would have been up much more If i hadnt misplayed a set which I flopped. Opponent had an obvious flush draw, so I should have just pushed the turn... and make him really pay for his flush. I ended up betting about half his stack which gave him 4-1 on his call which is still a mistake made by him, however I think I just got greedy. Shit. O well. That cost me about 250. No big deal. BTW I shipped off my ipod to apple, and it turns out that the shipping company Purolater lost it. I was stupid enough to lose the tracking number so there is no way I can get them to pay me for it. It was an old ipod and I was looking to upgrade to an ipod video but its still retarded. Im up about 1250 live in the last 5 days... and 180 online so I guess Im dedicating 400 of that to a new ipod. I really need one.

Played 200 hands of 25nl today. Gonna grind it out at this level for awhile. I finally got enough money together to have enough for a proper bankroll. Also figured out how to get this graphing shiot working. Just did it, for fun and to see if it would work.



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Played another sesh.

565 hands

Profit/Gain : +46.3 Whoot. Pretty good day.

Aight, Lets post some goals for 2007. Im feeling realllllly pissed off/ depressed cause I got kinda screwed by my "friends" for new years plans, so Im sitting at home chilling out watching my main man H2T final table yet another massive tourny. Good looking out man. N e ways Im gonna start with life goals, cause how I live my life definitly affects my play.

1) Get really fit. I am fit right now. I can run probs a 12 on the beep test at the moment, however for varsity soccer I need to be able to run a 14, and If im gonna actually do something good on the field, probs a 15 which is a level which is really damn hard to achieve. That is in terms of cardio. Also in terms of size/lifting strength I weigh about 180 and by this time next year, lets be around 210. I shall outline my program at the bottom of this.

2) Pwn university. Did pretty good the first semester, yet I was really scrambling during the end at finals, and I dont really like doing that shit, so Im gonna actually like review during the semester. Gonna be responsible about it.That shit is gonna be hard, because I have always been naturally smart at school, never studied, never did anything and always got in the high 80`s, low 90`s in high school. Now I think if i dont work, I am gonna get my ass kicked. Thing is, when I sit down and focus I can go for a decent period of time, and accomplish lots of things quickly, the problem is just getting focused and starting. That is mainly just because I am lazy, but cant be lazy in life if I ever want to get anything.

3) Girls and such : Coming out of a serious relationship, I just want to see where life takes me. I honestly sometimes feel, with being friends with girls, I am constantly putting in the effort to make things work. It would be nice to be the one recieving the calls/texts/whatever. Anyways, Im kinda sick and tired of that stuff, so I am just gonna let whatever happens happen. I cant really be constantly feeling this emotional pressure of wanting to be wanted. I dont need anyone to be successfull, and part of my motivation and drive up to this point in my life, has been to look important and therefore essentially impress others. That thought kind of makes me sick. If I do something I`m not gonna do it so I look good in front of others, I am gonna do it because I want to passionatley pursue it.

4) Investing. Money wise, I am really broke. I spent all my savings on tuition and books and I currently have like 200 dollars to my name, but w/e I paid for my education which is pretty good. We get 4 months off during the summer and Im gonna work a shit load, and can make about 15k. I want to save 7 of that, and invest the rest of it. THe problem with that idea, is I have no idea what I am doing. My dad is really good with that stuff, and bought tons of books, attented tons of workshops, has memberships to various platforms and knows a lot so he can help me, so I need to work on that, and I pick shit up pretty quickly so I think by september, I should be ready for my first real investment.

K that wraps it up, for life goals, poker goals and workout schedule to follow. Holla to all my friends here, much love to everyone on the forums and best wishes to everyone in 07. Make lots of money, but remember that poker is not the be all end all and at the end of the day the encouragement and sense of belonging our interactions on the forum is really what this place is all about. HOLlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllA.

Sup guys, hope everything is going well with everyone. Started University today, I thought I would be home at around 2 cause ussually we dont have labs/tutorials the first week but my stats teacher is hardcore and we had our first one today so got home average time and cleaned up abit around the house, and just had about a second to register for the 10 dollar 15k on Stars, and lasted about 10 minutes.. played like complete shit. The reason for this was that I hadnt cleaned up everything I wanted too, and just felt like poker was the last thing I should be doing right now... kind of a guilt retarded complex I think I have, so that shit cant happen in the future cause its frustrating playing so badly. Played another tourny later and didnt play bad, it was one of those turbo crapshoots got short pushed with a decent hand on the button and bb woke up and i lost the 70/30 so Im not to worried about that.

University was not to bad today. I had my stats class, and my econ class. Both of them are next level courses meaning, I took the into to them last semester so there werent any real surprises in them. Econ I got the same prof, hes good so no worries. Stats I got a new prof, who is a million times better than my last one because I can actually understand him when he speaks. After those classes I had the longest break ever, and had absolutely nothing to do. I couldnt work out which is what I would ussually do, cause I am still sick and have to wait for my medication to finish in a couple days, and I didnt bring along any of the new stocks books I am trying to read so I just kicked back in this lounge portion with some friends. It was kind of awkward today seeing my ex like 5 times, everywhere I went I would run into here, and our campus is massive.Odds of that happening have to be 1 in a gazillion and it happened lots today. Talked to her for a bit, so its not like its super awkward but I still really like her, and shes a beautiful great person, its just that we dont fonction well together when we are in a relationship. As I eventually left to go home (I take the train cause I cant afford a car, and its much faster than driving anyways and not to bad) I got a text from another girl who I hadnt talked to in awhile and who really means a lot to me, so that definitly brightened up the day. Shes busy playing varsity sports and their program is intense right now.. so she doesnt really have much time for interaction amongst her sport/university work. Im looking forward to the next couple days when I can start go working out, it helps me sleep better, and relaxes me. Nothing much else to report, keep it real guys...out.