by Cactus Jack » Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:47 am
Rhound,
I've played quite a bit with MVP, prior to inebriation, and he's much much better than I am. Seriously better. That may put me below a trained monkey. I'm improving, but I've got to give him credit. It's due. The boy has chops.
Crunk,
I know what you mean, but instead of negativity, it's more frustration. I can't catch any cards lately. Many times, when I do catch, I'm coming out second best. I've seen some weird combos, and most times I come out on the bad end.
I'm not playing that badly, although MVP might differ, given my play on one hand that was horribly stupid. The times I've played badly have been instructive and made me better, which is one good thing about running badly. I'm getting quite a bit of support from friends who know I can play. It's not as bad as it sounds.
Good is that even running bad, I'm not losing nearly as much as I could be if I wasn't staying disciplined. I've steamed more than a few times, but haven't gone off on any chip-spewing tilts. Just whined a lot. I'm prone to that, obviously.
I agree that sometimes negative thought brings forth more negative results. One guy said I have a negative aura around me. That's BS, imho. You can realize where you are, fight against the negative thoughts and not give in, and come out the other side whole and intact. It won't change where you are, however. You are still running bad and will until the variance turns around.
This is why we have a bankroll.
Thanks for the support. Someday soon, I'm gonna kill it again. (Like that one day last week, when I get the cards, I'm pretty lethal.)
"Are the players better as the stakes go up? It's not an exam; it's a buyin." Barry Tanenbaum