God kills a kitten every month you don't get rb and mize the cryptos.

I think I'm going to be sick. Although it's not so bad. I'll 'splain.

First I got lucky ... won a 3-way all-in where I sucked out with my KKxx for a full house. Nice win ... $150 pot.

The sick part is that I then proceeded to lose a $300 pot a few hands later ... I got all in as the 70% favorite with 1 card to come. (I ran the numbers on 2dimes afterwards.) Obv it didn't work out.

Ugg. My consolation is that most of it was lucksack winnings anyway. Still ... that's a swing and a half for me.

EDIT: My other consolation is that it's good to know that my opponents will jump all-in for 3 buyins as a 2.5-1 underdog. I'm surprised to note that the play at the 50s is as donkish and sometimes more donkish than the play at the 20s. That means that I should be able to clear quite the profit if I remain patient and just keep playing my game correctly.

Anyone want to see what a fun morning looks like?

(The big drop is the "Big Money ... No Whammies! ... c'mon baby ... OMFG NO! A WHAMMY!" hand I was talking about in my last post.)

At the end of the day today ... I got my teeth kicked in so bad that my nerves are just shot. -$377.00 give or take some pennies.

I could not win a pot.

I could flop the nut flush ... hit an overfull on the turn ... and lose anyway. That is one example of dozens. Doodz would call as an 80/20 underdog on the turn and win everytime. Allin pre-flop with shit holdings against premium, and win. Whatever ... I just did not win pots. Atall.

I did everything. I tightened up ... I loosened up ... I took breaks ... I zenned ... I did everything possible and the simple truth is that God said "Not today son."

I took bad beat after bad beat after bad beat. It was brutal. It was painful. It was mind-blowing. It was tilting (but I did not give in to tilt.) I don't know what else to say.

Maybe I'm the guy looking at the accident about to happen, therefore making it happen. I don't know.

Like I said, the good the bad and the ugly go in here ... this is the pain of trying to make it in this business ... and today was painful indeed.

I just won a $30 pot and I'm going to sign off because that was simply the first positive reinforcement I've had in 400 hands.

PZ out. Back to fight tomorrow.

Despite what I said previously, I jumped back on the $50 table bandwagon. +$300 thank you very much.

The current issues with Neteller in Canada have me scrambling a little bit. I'm currently setting up accounts with EcoCard and Click2Pay. In the meantime I'm trying to take advantage of Neteller as much as I can while it's still working.

It felt like I went on a nice little rush yesterday. I hit 5K hands at Bet365 ... I knew this was going to be as far as I could get into that bonus by month's end so I claimed the $250 cashout. I unfortunately only made about $150 over those 5K hands. (My events from above including some very unfortunate rundowns are documented.) In the end, cashed out around $600 from a $300 deposit.

Also yesterday, I decided to quickly clear a 200 raked hands $40 bonus at Golden Riviera. I couldn't have asked for a better session. I made my $200 deposit ... played my 200 hands and am about to cash out $500. (Pats self on back.) At one point I was sitting with $470 at the $50 buyin table. When it went down to $400 I logged off.

So now I need to spend a bit more time today finding my next bonus target. Gotta run and do that now.

EDIT: And our winner today is Wild Jack poker ... $100 bonus for 500 raked hands.