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So I started off April by dropping $4000 very quickly. I valiantly battled back and found myself up $4000 for the month about a week ago. This week or so has been terrible and I am now down $4000 for the month again. I just dipped below $30k for the year. $29.9k is depressing, embarassing, and shitty.
My birthday is tommorow so I'm gonna be taking today and tommorow off. Tonight I am going to see Richard Lewis perform some stand-up comedy. Thanks Mom!
Tommorow I'm gonna have some sort of meal with my dad and I guess he'll give me some present I probably won't enjoy much.
Sunday I'm going to Foxwoods with Kara and her mother. Woo! It is going to be hard to get unstuck for the month playing 1 live session, unless I play out of my bankroll. Oh well if I can knock out $2000 profit there I can come home and still have enough time to book a small win for the month. Maybe. Hopefully. I just need to get my confidence and swagger back. Here is a picture of Kara's present to me:
That's a blurry picture of her newest tattoo. It's on her calf. It's a real tattoo with my name on it. If she didn't have 209834 other ones I would be impressed/touched/moved. As it stands I just think she's an idiot.
I'm gonna try to start updating this thing regularly again. It's therapeutic and helps keep my eyes on the proverbial prize (money).
Boy, you got me confused with a man who repeats himself.