I ran bad for a long time. Taking a week off made me feel a lot better. I just got pissed way too fast when I was running bad for an extended period of time. But then again, I dont have your Zen.

Just keep playing smart, and the donkeys will keep getting their money in bad.

Here's the latest load of horseshit. 15 minutes after I left my rant. This is f***ing standard anymore. Hey, I only win 74.8% of the time against this hand right?

- Delwill sitting in seat 1 with $52.10
- pokerzen sitting in seat 3 with $40.75 [Dealer]
- Collaterol sitting in seat 4 with $49.50
- yoosuuaa sitting in seat 5 with $144.80
- Clouds sitting in seat 6 with $125.07

Collaterol posted the small blind - $0.25
yoosuuaa posted the big blind - $0.50
** Dealing card to pokerzen:
Clouds called - $0.50s
Delwill called - $0.50
pokerzen called - $0.50
Collaterol called - $0.50
yoosuuaa bet - $3.00
Clouds called - $3.00
Delwill called - $3.00
pokerzen called - $3.00
Collaterol called - $3.00

** Dealing the flop:
Collaterol checked
yoosuuaa bet - $15.00
Clouds folded
Delwill folded
pokerzen went all-in - $37.75
Collaterol folded
yoosuuaa called - $37.75

** Dealing the turn:

** Dealing the river:
pokerzen shows: Jack of Spades, Jack of Diamonds, 7 of Spades, 8 of Clubs
yoosuuaa shows: Queen of Hearts, 10 of Diamonds, 4 of Diamonds, 9 of Spades
yoosuuaa wins $88.50 from the main pot

End of game 1374037949

It is obviously not sustainable. For example:

- CountsDream sitting in seat 1 with $93.17
- pokerzen sitting in seat 2 with $49.50
- LowFish sitting in seat 3 with $52.90 [Dealer]
- AJ101 sitting in seat 4 with $71.97
- bonnyscot sitting in seat 5 with $26.37
- S_Rothstein sitting in seat 6 with $22.62

AJ101 posted the small blind - $0.25
bonnyscot posted the big blind - $0.50
pokerzen posted to play - $0.50
** Dealing card to pokerzen:
S_Rothstein called - $0.50
CountsDream folded
pokerzen checked
LowFish raised - $2.75
AJ101 called - $2.75
bonnyscot called - $2.75
S_Rothstein called - $2.75
pokerzen called - $2.75

** Dealing the flop:
AJ101 checked
bonnyscot checked
S_Rothstein bet - $13.75
pokerzen called - $13.75
LowFish folded
AJ101 raised - $68.75
bonnyscot folded
S_Rothstein went all-in - $6.12
pokerzen went all-in - $33.50

** Dealing the turn:

** Dealing the river:
pokerzen shows:
AJ101 shows:
S_Rothstein shows:
AJ101 wins $54.76 from side pot 1
S_Rothstein wins $70.36 from the main pot

The idiot (and this guy is a rude idiot) wins the main pot with 8% equity. I can't even count how many outs I had with 2 cards to come ... and all of them nut outs. Surreal.

Oh, here's another one. Anyone seeing why I'm not making money? Oh yeah, the guy with 22% equity took this one. Can you imagine calling off your stack preflop with 9772? I'm not kidding that this stuff has happened dozens if not hundreds of times in the last month and a half. I'm all about emotional control but this is getting really difficult. It's driving me crazy.

Even a couple of these pots going my way would have me in the black for the month.

- Gobi sitting in seat 1 with $51.43
- alvini sitting in seat 2 with $39.68
- Wels sitting in seat 3 with $53.89 [Dealer]
- pokerzen sitting in seat 4 with $99.50
- kurkomies sitting in seat 5 with $12.98
- Pot56 sitting in seat 6 with $39.25

pokerzen posted the small blind - $0.25
kurkomies posted the big blind - $0.50
** Dealing card to pokerzen:
Pot56 folded
Gobi called - $0.50
alvini called - $0.50
Wels called - $0.50
pokerzen raised - $3.00
kurkomies raised - $10.50
Gobi folded
alvini folded
Wels called - $10.50
pokerzen raised - $43.00
kurkomies went all-in - $2.98
Wels called - $43.00

** Dealing the flop:
pokerzen went all-in - $56.75
Wels went all-in - $10.89

** Dealing the turn:

** Dealing the river:
pokerzen shows:
Wels shows:
kurkomies shows:
Wels wins $79.89 from side pot 1
kurkomies wins $39.37 from the main pot

End of game 1378355834

Not to beat a dead horse ... but I'm convinced that my actual results vs. my equity on the money I've thrown in the centre is so far out of whack ... that I would probably be sitting at 100PLO tables right now if I wasn't so many standard deviations below normal.