lol

played another 5k hands last night..up 5 buyins or so. Im not very happy with the way im playing though. i mean im playing ok but im losing so much money in hands that dont go to showdown its ridiculous. You look at graphs of some of the top 400nl-1000nl players and its a pretty straight line going up because they win alot of small pots.

So basically i want the green line to be closer to the blue line.

well..more of the same tonight..down 3.5 buyins. stopped after 2.5 hours because i felt the tilt coming. Was gonna play another 3 hours tonight but it looks like ftp is gonna be down in an hour and half for maintainance..and i dont wanna just play for 90 mins tbh. so im just gonna take the rest of the day/night off.

yes i know i should of bet the flop in the first hand.

$2/$4 No Limit Holdem
6 players
Converted at

Stacks:
UTG ($400.00)
Hero ($677.50)
CO ($2004.30)
BTN ($400.00)
SB ($435.70)
BB ($823.90)

Pre-flop: ($6, 6 players) Hero is UTG+1 [7s]
1 fold, Hero raises to $14, CO raises to $48, 1 fold, SB calls $46, 1 fold, Hero calls $34

Flop: [5s][6c] ($148, 3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, CO checks

Turn: ($148, 3 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $77, CO calls $77, SB goes all-in $387.7, Hero calls $310.7, CO folds

River: ($1000.4, 2 players)

Final Pot: $1000.40
Hero shows: [7s]
SB shows: [8c]

SB wins $997.4 ( won +$561.7 )
Hero lost -$435.70
CO lost -$125.00

$2/$4 No Limit Holdem
5 players
Converted at

Stacks:
UTG ($534.40)
CO ($475.60)
BTN ($586.65)
Hero ($396.00)
BB ($289.70)

Pre-flop: ($6, 5 players) Hero is SB [2h]
UTG raises to $14, 2 folds, Hero calls $12, BB calls $10

Flop: [Tc][2s] ($42, 3 players)
Hero checks, BB checks, UTG bets $32, Hero raises to $96, BB folds, UTG calls $64

Turn: ($234, 2 players)
Hero goes all-in $286, UTG calls $286

River: ($806, 2 players)

Final Pot: $806
UTG shows: [Jh]
Hero shows: [2h]

UTG wins $803 ( won +$407 )
Hero lost -$396.00
BB lost -$14.00

$2/$4 No Limit Holdem
5 players
Converted at

Stacks:
UTG ($1011.20)
CO ($154.00)
BTN ($689.70)
Hero ($390.00)
BB ($857.70)

Pre-flop: ($6, 5 players) Hero is SB [Ah]
UTG raises to $24, 2 folds, Hero raises to $80, 1 fold, UTG calls $56

Flop: [Qh][2c] ($164, 2 players)
Hero bets $122, UTG calls $122

Turn: ($408, 2 players)
Hero goes all-in $188, UTG calls $188

River: ($784, 2 players)

Final Pot: $784
Hero shows: [Ah]
UTG shows: [Ks]

UTG wins $781 ( won +$391 )
Hero lost -$390.00

$2/$4 No Limit Holdem
5 players
Converted at

Stacks:
Hero ($455.00)
CO ($1857.30)
BTN ($919.60)
SB ($1360.40)
BB ($406.40)

Pre-flop: ($6, 5 players) Hero is UTG [Qh]
Hero raises to $14, 1 fold, BTN calls $14, 1 fold, BB calls $10

Flop: [5d][2c] ($44, 3 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $33, BTN calls $33, BB folds

Turn: ($110, 2 players)
Hero bets $88, BTN calls $88

River: ($286, 2 players)
Hero bets $255, BTN calls $255

Final Pot: $796
Hero shows: [Qh]
BTN shows: [9c]

BTN wins $793 ( won +$403 )
Hero lost -$390.00
BB lost -$14.00

also ran AK into AA for a stack.

so i havnt gone to sleep yet and i just played another session. It was a spew fest of massive proportions. me and this other regular kept going at it on like 6 of my tables and i started playing stupid against everyone. meh. Then the reg was like challenging me to play 10/20 HU and shit..and i was like 'lol you're not worth it'. even though i was like totally scared shitless because he is a lot better than me and i suck at hu...but he'll never know amirite

not sure if im gonna stay up all day or go to sleep now. hmm. i wish i wasnt always faced with these tough decisions...makes my life so stressful