Basically, my problem is justice - the whole idea is so deeply grained into my soul that it becomes part of poker playing. Every last fibre of my being (especially given my personal life, yeah, you need to be here to appreciate the irony) realises that everything you said is quite right and it's utterly wrong for me to throw so much personal feeling into the results of my omaha game. I sat down twice this last session and realised that I was the THIRD best PLO8 player at the table ($200). That's right, THIRD best, without argument, and I knew it. Below $1k buyins, that's not happened before. I am ashamed i tried to do silly things to try to establish my cleverness. Time for me to "suck it up" and realise that making $2-4k a month without lifting a finger is no longer a walk in the park.
As you said, it's time I danced with the one that brung me, and stopped ignoring the fact that life, and poker, is situational. Sometimes people lose. And, overwhlemingly, I win the size of people's BRs in a few weeks, even sometimes in a session. Bad beats will continue to happen. I will continue to feel robbed, and yes, I will continue to whine. But from now on, I hereby promise not to complain about two-bit losses and silliness, and finally start playing online with a better attitude to the game. Just have to work out how!
Time I stuck this no-nonsense attitude to answering strategic posts to my attitude to playing poker.
Cheers, fellas! You're both on the right line, bigtime!
Monk
xxxxxStatistics: Posted by Felonius_Monk — Fri Sep 16, 2005 5:01 pm
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