Can I get a break this month???
Good news, damage of this session if only $87 as I bailed but by right I should be about $200 to the good.
I was up $60 and cruising. I had all my two tables pretty well marked and I was stalking two bad players with special interest. New player joins the table how I have notes on and rating as a fish. Sweet.
Hand one:
MP. Call. Fish LP raises to $4.50 and I am the only caller.
Flop:
I chk, so does he.
Turn:
I chk, so does he.
River
I bet pot, $10.50. He raises to $42. Wank, I am only worried about the back door flush but I this doesn't seem an obvious fold. He might have been hyper slow playing a big PP, he was a nugget or put me on a bluff.
He turns over . Arse being he even bets a dollar anywhere till the river and I drop this hand like a hot coal, bollocks!
Well no biggie, it is just the profit for the session and I thought I did well to avoid the trigger finger and make this worse.
5 hands later...
I get on the button.
Folds to me and I limp as fish boy has already snapped my nose off stealing blinds so I show a little respect. Anyway I have a good multi-way hand and position though not a strong one so I can get away quick.
SB and BB (Fish) call and chk.
Flop:
Not happy about the paired board but no too worried since JJ or TT would have raised surely.
Chks to me and I bet $3 into a $3 pot. BB calls.
Turn:
I bet $7 into a $9 pot. It is possible he is drawing too so I am not giving away cheap cards. I suspect he might have a J, if so I am going to let him slow play himself to death here if I hit.
River:
Perfect, after all a higher flush is always a worry but the odds of king high are better than ace high.
He bets $23, bluff or finally trying to extract value for his J. Possible lower flush? I might be in trouble but I am going to play this hard, get my money back for the last hand.
All-in for $86. He calls.
He turns over
FECK.
I switftly close down all tables and I am now writing this with my hands still shaking. $150 lost to an idiot in 5 hands. I have no doubt my play has not been perfect, especially in the second hand. I guess I felt that he lucked me on the first and the second was divine retribution. Maybe I was blinded by the fish sign?
I think the first I am always going to lose big. Also to a degree the second one. I don't think I was wrong betting into my draw even if it wasn't the nuts. HU it was the aggressive move to make and I am not going to assume someone has a full house everytime the board pairs. I guess the brutal mistake was the river all-in, that lost me $60 that otherwise I might have kept. The fact he kept calling didn't worry me too much, he was calling down 35% but 32% winning at SD. Typical fish.
I am currently down now $86 for the month on table play. I have made up about $160 in bonus play but so far this month has been a disaster. It seems everytime the money goes in I get hammered.
Interesting stats of the month:
I have had flushes 3 times in 2838 hands. Won none of them.
KK has lost so far to AA twice for a stack each time, and once to 32o for $20. It is my second biggest loser this month.
JJ has been stacked once (my infamous all-in hand) and is $104 down overall, the biggest loser.
I am 39.47 at SD this month. VP$IP only 13.57 and PF raises 4.79. Went to SD only 15.8.
I am on the point of jacking it all in for the month. My BR has taken some hits this month, I am now about $1400 in cash. I am not overly worried about this though I would prefer to be nearer $2k, the aim for this month. I am getting about $25 a session from UB so it like a $100 a week.
I have played badly this month on occassion though I have recognised this and bailed. I think the difference looking at my session stats this month I am winning 53%, the hassle being I have had 4 sessions losing $100 plus and only 2 winning $100 plus. My avg losses are bigger than my avg wins. This is very frustrating. It seem rather than string a few winning sessions together all I seem to do is string losing sessions with the occassional big win.
I have put a lot of thought into my play and I think most things I have done wrong have been mental mistakes, like my all-in on the flush hand. I should have known I didn't even have the nut flush and called it if not folded. Stupid as I wasn't even down in the session.
I have to say writing here makes things seem a lot better. I am on a fume break so not talking to the missus. She was watching the table when this happened. I think a new rule will be to stop her watching me as I always seem to lose when she does! If only things were that easy.
I guess I shall call it a night tonight. I do actually feel better, and well enough to play some more. I am going to eat then we shall see. Things do feel a lot better when I put them in black and white here. I think the card gods were screwing me so I was always gonna lose on those hands, just how much was up to me. Hand 1 I think was fair game, hand 2 I needed to take my finger off the trigger (in the way I was pleased with myself in hand 1, irony?).
Well till later hope I am soaking up all the bad luck going around.
RichStatistics: Posted by Ricardooon — Sun Sep 18, 2005 2:35 pm
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