it really makes no difference which one it's the bad call
One bad call in a month is just unreal, no reason to be mad about it
I wish I could get a brake and have another decent run for a weak or two, I don't even expect to see such a winning streak, as you say you had , for a while
I think it's even healthy to loose a hand from time to time, just so you get reminded that you are not Superman, and then if you hit another loosing streak you flip out and think about quiting the game again