I am NOT ON TILT, I repeat, NOT ON TILT, but I just lost 12 buyins !!! Most of them I posted in bad beats/LC, is it just a bad run of cards or am I playing wrong?

In one session??

The next time you get anywhere near losing a dozen buy-ins in one sitting, do the following:

1. Turn off the machine

2. Back away

3. Go do something else.

Seriously, no matter how well you think you're playing - you passed Mike Caro's point of pain about 8-9 stacks ago and it's eating away at your subconsious, whether you think it is or not.

LOL in 2 hours. Im still playing and I refuse to leave my machine This force is driving me towards it, help me

Well I won back 6 buyins, still down a bit but feel alot better. Just leeching off this guy on a 5c/10c table with $140 !!!!!

I am playing .05/.10 stars right now, and i saw that dude with the big stack, but the table was full at the time. Are you still at the table with him?

Yeah, a spot opened up, I was gonna sit but he was sitting out and i did not bother.