Hi, my name is AXN and I'M a TILTER!!!
I thought I was able to control my feelings and somehow was doing good handling bad beats so far.. but yesturday!!! yesturday!! OMG.. I was full tilt Donktastic!!
Everything was going good so far, was up for 1 complete buy in ($20) in one table.. loosing $5 or so in another tabe. and playing 2 LO8 (I'm learning this). I've been plying for about 3 hours. and strat feeling tired (not usual since I can stand 5 hour sessions)-- Then it suddenly starts.. on a Blinds war I had A8.. flop was A84 .. BB is a retard.. I bet he raise I reraise he calls Turn 4..I check he goes ALL IN .. I call he had A4. (lost 1/2 buy there). Then go to my other table had QQ in LP.. I raise to $1 BB Calls.. Flop brings nothing relevant.. I bet $3 BB calls... Turn blank I check he checks.. River K.. I check he bets 0.80 I call.. he shows AK... I start loosing at my LO8, and loosing few small hands in my NLH tables.. not much but rapidly decreasing stack ammounts.. Tilt is coming for sure. I can feel it.. and I'm thinking I'll go tilt.. yet I can't get away from my monitor.. I gotta get back my $, against this loosers... I now know I'm one step away from full tilt, again I'm OTB, folded to me I raise with Q9?? BB calls.. Flop came KQx.. I bet he calls.. turn.. I bet again he calls.. river I chek and call??
I'm TILT now for sure.. then start making stupid moves, waiting for a miracle that never came OFFCOURSE!!!
After being titlt for about 10 more minutes.. and making some more donktastic moves .. I close my tables and went for some SnG wich offcourse I didn't make it ITM ... finally forced my self to shut down my pc.
Results.. NLH -$65 (3+ Buy Ins)
.. Lo8 -$35 (Free $ Party Put in my Ac.)
I'm glad I was able to write this. some sort of refresh my self.. and today is going everything good.