I hear you.
PokerStars 3/6 Hold'em (10 handed)
Preflop: Hero is BB with
,
. CO posts a blind of $3.
3 folds,
MP1 raises,
5 folds,
Hero 3-bets, MP1 calls.
Flop: (7.33 SB)
,
,
(2 players)
Hero bets, MP1 calls.
Turn: (4.66 BB)
(2 players)
Hero bets, MP1 calls.
River: (6.66 BB)
(2 players)
Hero bets, MP1 calls.
Final Pot: 8.66 BB
Results in white below:
Hero has Qd Qh (one pair, queens).
MP1 has Qs Ks (one pair, kings).
Outcome: MP1 wins 8.66 BB.
This kind of crap just happens. I could show you a million of these from my downswing(s). The fact that you don't tilt is great. I am subject to tilt when the beats get horrendous. That's when I go from being Tight-Uber-Aggressive Table Killer to Idiotic Chip Spewing Donkey.
If that doesn't happen to you, you're ahead of me...
Like I said, as you keep making +EV decisions (remembering that LHE is a game of decisions and winning and losing BETS), the plus side of that ledger will grow. It's only a matter of time.
Good luck!