OK, so I played this one just fine. And I won a good pot with it (considering the stakes). But I am very, very unhappy with the way I was thinking all through the hand.
$.01/$.02 NL at UB. ($2 buy-in) Dealt AK on the button.
Preflop. Two limpers, a raise (all-in by a very short stack) to 9c. I call. One of the limpers re-raises to 17c. I call again. Everybody else is folded by now. I have about $4.50 left, he has about $4.25. Pot is about 50c (=25xBB).
Flop. Axx rainbow. He bets pot. I call.
Turn. K. He overbets the pot. I call again.
River. x. No flush, no paired board. He goes all-in. I call.
He shows QQ for a totally destroyed hand that was bluffing all the way. I giggle a little and take his stack. (The short stack all-in guy had 87s or something stupid.)
OK, a totally unremarkable hand. The guy basically begged me to take his stack. "Here, take it all, I insist!" It was the easiest play ever.
What bothers me about it is how badly I was thinking throughout the hand. I was not putting him on any particular hand, or thinking about what he could have to be betting like that. I just saw my hand getting stronger and stronger, and felt disinclined to fold.
If I were thinking better, I would have thought, on the flop: "I don't believe you have AA, because you were limping preflop." And on the turn: "I certainly don't believe you have KK, because you limped preflop AND you were betting out when there was an A on the flop. Therefore, the only hand I can put you on is trips or a bluff. And if you had trips, I think I can count on you to be betting differently. Your whole play smells like desperation." After the fact, it was easy to look back and see that. But I wasn't thinking. And when I'm not thinking, I know already that I'm going to get clobbered long term. It takes real mental energy to play this game well. It's easy to just look at how well my hand is doing and not think about what the other guy could have that beats me.
Anyway, this is not news to anybody. Killer Poker Online says the same thing, and much better. When you're not in the best place mentally, you shouldn't be playing. I got lucky last night, and the fact that I won rather than losing does not indicate that I'm playing better.