According to Poker Ev software I should have made X over thepast 120K hands but have only made 0.67X.

Anything is possible. I have been saying that for over a year. I used to run very "decent" long time ago but for the past 18 month or a bit more i have been running really bad. I am winning, but just at an insignificant rate, not only due to running bad but because i suck too, just not as much as my results indicate. You were the one who didnt believe it and i said many times you will get to a point you didnt think was possible "if you are playing well".

If you dont get used to the fact that you might not be a 5ptbb/100 winner anymore and probably dont have what it takes to be one, there are only bad times ahead. If your WR is below that the downswings will be "unreal". I dont want to have to deal with them and I dont find any aditional EV no matter how hard i study or try. It is obvious to me now that I dont have what it takes. try to be objective and make a decision. Will you stop suffering being a 2ptbb/100 winner? If the answer is yes, are you sure? The 10buy ins downswings for such players are standard. I think I have one of those4 every 30-40K hands and i play more than that every month.

Poker sucks. No doubt. Get used to it because i dont think it is getting any better.