Wound up playing about 3 hours today, 3 3-6 tables with a $25 tourny in the backround. Extremely card-dead in the tournament, but managed to hang on only to get eliminated just short of the money when my KK got all-in against AT preflop and lost. Ah well, shit happens.
I made something of a profit at the cash tables, but I'm not happy at all about how I played. In the first 30 minutes I dropped about $150 because my big pairs kept getting cracked. TT in particular sucked a lotta cock. Ran into flopped sets twice, a very passive JJ once, and a lovely 96o gutshot. AA got cracked by an overzealous K8 that hit two pair on the turn, other assorted shit like that. KK...you gotta hear this one, it's hilarious...KK gets into a 4-way capped preflop situation. Flop is all rags, including a 6, and it goes for three bets (one guy check-raised me, other two just called). Turn is another 6, which couldn't possibly have helped anyone. I bet, all three call. River pairs some crap card, I bet, one guy check-raises me, we all call even though I'm now having severe pains in my stomache. I was against JJ, TT, and...Q6s for the winner. WOW! A few other similar hands, not necessarily bad beats, but things like AK/AQ flopping top pair and losing to a flopped set or two pair.
Well, ya know, that stuff happens. What really bothers me is that I could've gotten away from a lot of these hands on the turn, but instead wound up paying off and losing an extra bet or two on each of them. The cards eventually shifted back in my favor, but I continued to make some really stupid call-down and raises, and those bets really add up to a lot. I can't play like that and expect to have anything resembling a decent winrate.
So I'm upset and frustrated about how I played, and yet strangely optimistic. Even with how shameful it is to still be making some of these amatuerish mistakes, I know that I definitely have the ability to play a lot better. And I have a really good feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a great day, regardless of results, because I feel ready to play my absolute A-game. The real challenge is to make sure I have that mindset every single time I play. I've been very inconsistant lately, and that's gotta stop.
It's tough to analyze your game for leaks after you book a win, as I did today, but I know there are a lotta leaks I need to plug. And almost all of them are really just impatience or lack of discipline on my part. So, no more tournies, no more foolin around with shorthanded (did I mention I played some shorthanded today? Yeah, it went fucking badly
)...I need to start booking 5 or 6 hours every day of solid cash-game play that leaves me with no regrets.
Tomorrow is definitely gonna be a good day.
Current limit : 3-6 LHE
Current Bankroll : $1850
-TW