by EscapePlan9 » Tue Jan 03, 2006 2:56 am
TMNT (5 games) and Contra series (3 games) are now completed. Lately I've been working on a "video game project" for the game Rock 'N Roll Racing. The project is a "tool-assisted run" using emulation tools. It's a recording of me beating the game on the hardest difficulty with the worst car while trying to keep the races as entertaining as possible. You can learn more about tool-assisted runs , as well as download various runs on NES/SNES games.
Lately I've been struggling to enjoy playing poker again. You know how I've been on quite the hot streak on PokerRoom? Well, it's finally turning around for the worst. I've once again tied my record with 8 off-the-moneys (OTMs) in a row. My ROI has dropped about 30% over the course of the last 20 SNGs:
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**CUMULATIVE**
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108 SNGs
$1661 buy-in+fees
$2345 winnings
$684 net profit
41.18% ROI
I know, 40% is still magnificient. I should be happy. It's just such a drag playing these games to the end. Lately I've been playing irrationally using a version of the gambler's fallacy: since I started off with great variance, it's now time for me to have sh*t variance. To say the least, I am not enjoying the games much anymore. But I still have another 100 SNGs to finish by February to clear the $200 bonus! I have to stick with it.
On the even more depressing side...
Back home my friends have been very flakey and I've been really lonely. It's gotten to the point where I feel sad after watching romantic comedy movies. Also, my New Years was far from spectacular. I stayed home with my family and was sober. The first thing I realized when thinking about 2006? I only had sex once in 2005. Sad sad sad...
I wish my friends would answer their phones and get back to me sometime.
God this is depressing.