by GodlikeRoy » Thu Mar 23, 2006 12:21 pm
Thanks for that Ex, worked wonders for me aswell =)
Taking a step down
Taking a step down always sucks, but sometimes it has to be done. This past week and a bit I just haven't been able to win. I've played NL200, NL100, NL50, NL20. I've played SNGs from $5 buyins, to $15 turbos, to $30s. I've played MTTs. I've played PLO100, PLO50, PLO25. I've played PLo8 25 too. I've tried Limit O8. I've played full ring games and 6max games. I've watched my roll slowly decline from ~$2,000 to ~$1,000. I just can't win. I'd say about 20% of my losses are due to tilt, trying to push people off pots and playing overly agressive in games where passivity is the key, and playing like scared money when I should really be making those value bets. I'm not sure what the problem is really, but one facet I believe making up the whole problem is discipline. Not really discipline in that i'm playing too many hands, or that I get bored and try fancy moves - more discipline in that I can't stick to the one game, the one site, the one playing style and the one level of play. I can't even stick to playing the same level, some days i'll be playing NL100 and the next im playing NL25. A lot of the time it's all at the same time too. Like just earlier tonight I had 4 tables of PLO25, 2 tables of FRNL100, 1 table of 6max NL100 and 1 table of NL50. I've thought for ages that diversity in such a way was a winning concept -- perhaps not. So, it's a change from here. In fact it's (I wouldn't say completely, but massively) inspired by Runner Runner, and by reading his journal and watching his discipline in waiting for 20buyins before moving up, even when everyone pretty much knows for sure he can crush the higher games, he still grinds through NL10 to achieve that BR benchmark, it's dedication and perserverance at its best. I know I can beat this game, I started with $50 at party and $600 at full tilt, and over the past 6 months or so i've brought my roll to places between $1,000 and $4,000 several times, withdrawing money to buy things or just save it. It's probably been a bad idea withdrawing a lot of the time when re-investing it back into my br would be a much smarter idea, but oh well. From now on it's staying in and growing. From now on i'm only playing the one game, at the one level, at the one site (or network at least - tribeca for a long time for me) and will only be moving up when I have 20x the buyin.
I'll start at NL50. I will 4-table and play full-ring games only. Once i've made $1,000 i'll move up to NL100. My goal is to have my ptbb/100 at 10 (it's generous I know, but it's certainly possible and my current rate at the 50s is actually something like 15, the players at tribeca are just terrible), which means 10,000 hands and i'll be ready to move up - i'm not going to count though, if it takes 30k then so be it, if i'm done in 4k then so be it.
I'll record EVERY single session in this journal, something i've been lacking of doing lately. I'll write down the start time, end time, amount won/lost. I'll also start posting in the NL section again, i've stopped posting hands there and I know I could improve my game a lot if i did.
I start tomorrow.